This is a story of love and loss. I chose this medium for my “hate” portrait for the Adams Photo Challenge mostly because it symbolizes the worst and best kind of feeling, the feeling of letting go after you lose someone important to you. 2019 started out as a year of loss for me. It started with losing my partner at the beginning of the year, and losing the people I held closest as family mid-year. However, after that I not only found kinship with a new, amazing group of people I’m proud to call family (I love you Anatines), I also learned to be with myself.
Do I miss the people I am moving on from? Yeah, sometimes, of course. When you care about someone you can’t just turn it off. I wish all of them the best. But, it’s also time to let that shit go and move on with life. Be ready to make new experiences and new mistakes. That’s where I am now. Leaving the hate and hurt in the past and moving on.
Hair: Foxy – Bunny – Pastels (tinted) (C88 2/20)
Top: Decoy – Rosalie Crop Top – Plum
Bottom: Blueberry – Unbothered Jeans
Shoes: Reign – Breathe – Kiko Heels – Purple
Pose & Props: WetCat: Over You | Jian: Jack Russell Kissing Booth (Sat Sale 2/20)
taken in front of my apartment at idle rogue